Pain In Lovewhy do we fight as passionately as we love? up and down, like a neverending see-saw ride... i want to stop. it's making me dizzy.Pain In Love
YOU used to make me dizzy. now 'we' make me dizzy.
i stare into the mirror do i recognise myself? the face of eternal sorrow
deeper and deeper each day i sink into oblivion i waddle in depression who can help me? can you? can i?
leave me alone i would like to be invisible from your loving prying eyes
please..
i want to be alone just kept in my little
Like Morning Lightlike the morning light you dawned upon meLike Morning Light
brought new meaning to my life showed me the world's wonders just by looking in my eyes joy was all i knew from morning til night
but then...
as the days aged
as the leaves wither
a hush falls upon me i stare into the horizon it swallows me in
then, like a downy feather it slips away like it never was there my feelings
now gone
like the morning light.
LeaveLoveLeftleaving you is painful like cutting away my hand but... change is always painfulLeaveLoveLeft
to love, you have to let go clench me in your fist and like a wild bird the look of freedom dies til i become subdued lose my colour lose my personality
and then become just like any other tamed, born, bred in captivity
then, you look at me and see what you dont want to see what you never wanted a dim faded wisp of what had been and never going to be again
will you then despise me? for
the stagnant racelook into my eyes what do you see? do you see me? or a dolled-up reflection of what this jaded world has made me intothe stagnant race
love me for who i’m not loathe me for who i am leave me to leave me alone
c’mon people act like you really care even if its just acting do what we all do best to fit in with the rest
who decides, really? what we are to be who we are to follow individuality -a whole load of crap we say that so you feel special feel good now? good. we’ve just downloaded your brain please come ag
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goodnite my little freak, i like to hear you scream
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Josh
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